I saw one of my old friends today. From back in the day when I had lots of "friends" like her. Sure, we had a lot of "fun" but when it came down to what I really needed, what we all really need, a real friend, I was left hanging. I went to plenty of parties, got waisted, laughed hypocritically at the drunken foolishness of everyone else, and had a good time. Lots of people knew who I was, and a lot of people gave me the attention I thought I wanted, but it wasn't what I needed and I was even more alone than I realized.
What saddens me the most when looking back is that I really did care a lot about the ones I thought were my closest friends.
But when looking at my life now, I am filled with hope, joy, love, and so much grattitude for all of the wonderful friends God has given me. The Body of Christ, my brothers and sisters in Christ, we are all family! There are so many of you, but all of you are true. The love and encouragement I give feels like only half of that which I recieve. You have seen me laugh, and you have seen me cry, and I stand by you with my whole heart because I know you stand by me too! We are all in this TOGETHER, and thats why we'll make it through!
To all of my friends, the ones I see a lot, and also to those I hardly ever see, I am greatful for you! Without you I would not make it...Thank you!!
